Even though I'm not a massive fan of the holiday I can't wait to be off for christmas break, I think the first thing I'll do is to go out with my camera around my city which is something I've never actually done. I'm lucky that my other half actually enjoys taking pictures because I don't think I have the confidence to go out with my camera alone! Hopefully I'll come back with some nice shots to share if not the process is enjoyable enough! I might try some street which is completely out of my comfort zone actually attempting to capture people...
On a side note - I can't believe it's been 6 months with him already. This has been my first and longest real adult relationship
I feel so effortlessly happy with him which is something I've never had before. I couldn't imagine myself being so couple-y with anyone. Lately he's helped me a lot because I've been feeling really really down, mainly to do with uni and my family but that's another story! I literally haven't had much contact with anyone else including my very close friends..which I'm feeling guilty about but I felt like I needed to because I've been such bad company :/ Another thing bothering me is having feeling so emotional, like about remembering people who were close to me and were major influences on my life when I was growing up, it's too soon to talk to family about them and my friends didn't know the people so can't understand fully, it's all very frustrating.
Journals are for feelings so I fancy expressing mine in an unstructured way sorry!
If you read this, are you excited for christmas? It doesn't have to be the present giving ..I don't like that part because there isn't a need for it but the whole vibe maybe? What are your plans?